Dana DeArmond might retire because people hate her.

Posted on May 12, 2010

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From Dana at AdultDVDTalk via RaincoatReviews:

DanaDeArmond:

May 7 2010

*** i was told today that everyone hates working with me. im probably going to quit porn.
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*** again. fans are not the people who hire me or have to perform with me.

porn has really fucked a lot of people up, including me.
im constantly being fucked over no matter how professional, talented, punctual, nice, sober or well groomed i am.

this business fulfills nothing in my life and has become soul sucking.

*** nobody who is fucking on camera for a living should have to struggle to get by.

it is apparent to me that those who do not favor me or flat out dislike me are keeping me from what i consider being successful in this business.

dont get me wrong. i love performing. im really fucking good at what i do. what i am not given the opportunity to even come close to meeting my potential.

it saddens me that my mere expression of humanity is what ultimately will ruin me.

being a real person is not conducive to pornography. and i feel that is very unfortunate.

when i started i hoped to change the perception of performers, showing that you can be smart and funny and filthy in have a good head on your shoulders.

but after years of seeing this industry consistently reward the fakes, the ill-behaved, the inexperienced and the most exploitable (read:children) women… i see now that my efforts were for absolutely nothing.

im struggling with this. im sad. and that is real.

*** well thanks. again, i love my fans. i wish my fans could choose how often i worked and who i got to work with… but i can wish in one hand and… well, you know how the saying goes.

*** what can i say? i must wear my heart on my sleeve because people instinctively know this is the thing that hurts me the most to hear.

i dont like the idea of being disliked or the idea of disliking others myself.

i know im not the most popular porn star, or the prettiest, or the youngest, or the most extraordinarily talented person in the business. but, god dammit, i try.
and it sucks when you try to do a good job and people still put you down.

*** thank you all for your kind words, it has really lifted my spirits.

its nice to know that some people on he internet use it for good instead of a cowardly way to anonymously tear people down.

i love you guys.


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